Dream sent in 13.04.2017
A Dying Infant
A dying infant was sent to me by a team of medical staff. When I saw them I was so surprised that they are sending a patient for me to take care as I have already retired as a nurse. I was questioning them that they did not call me in advance to inform me of their coming nor did they ask me if I am willing to accept nursing the a dying infant. Anyway I was not refusing them but willingly accepting them and the infant into my care. As the team pushes the baby pass me, the baby was pinkish, surviving and breathing through the endotracheal tube with help of manual pumping.
Before leaving the infant to my care, the medical team tried to remove the tube to test if the infant can survive without it. The infant turns pale immediately upon removal of the tube and stopped breathing. They had to reinsert the tube. The infant cannot survive without the continuous pumping which for me to do alone seems not possible. Then I saw my friend nursing 2 infants and these infants too are on manual pumping. She has been able to manage very well all these while. I thought to myself that if she could manage alone all these while with 2 infants under her care, surely I should be able also do with only 1 infant to my care. I accepted the task and was at peace in my heart.
Infant means a new thing that requires a lot of attention to thrive and grow. The Lord knows your heart and your capabilities. He is entrusting you to nurture life threatening new things that he brings to your attention (A dying infant was sent to me by a team of medical staff). Nurture by consistently feeding with the Holy Spirit (The infant cannot survive without the continuous pumping). Do not rely on your own strength but on the Lord (which for me to do alone seems not possible).
Thank you Dream Team. Your reply was very timely and accurate. I now know why there is such a long delay in receiving this this dream interpretation. This new thing that requires a lot of attention to thrive and grow that you mentioned of is such an encouragement to me at this moment. I have indeed journeyed through few months of life threatening experiences. God knew I won’t understand your interpretations as I was not in the position nor was I ready to handle this new thing well while I was going through them. There was discouragement and disappointments. This new life threatening signs and symptoms were attacking my body for the past few months. It’s now like a jig saw puzzle coming into place now. It’s an answer to my questions.. also confirmation to me and I will take up bravely what God is entrusting me i.e. to nurture those life threatening new things that he brings to my attention. I am now seeking God concerning this nurturing process. I will continue to nurture myself by consistently feeding with the Holy Spirit and not rely on your own strength but on the Lord. Today my body has regain strength like normal and I am confident that my spirit empowered by the Holy Spirit overrules my body and soul. Thank you for ministering to me at my most needed moment. Thank you very much.